I'm low on words right now sweetheart, but I just wanted to say I too can relate to some of the feelings you are experiencing right now. *offers a gentle cuddle*
Maybe when you heal from the inner pain you still have from your abuse, you will view yourself as more worthy than sleeping around. You will respect your body more and realise that you don't have to have sex with lots of people to be happy within yourself because you *feel* that's how you have to act to feel loved/respected/worth something. Does that make sense, honey?
Look after yourself,
xx
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