Hmmmm,
Personally i dont think you should be returning to work.
However, the fact remains that you are going in. This could be what you need. It could be the focus and the normaility that could bring you back from the ether.
As for the fears and anxieties i think that these are perfectly normal. You havent funtioned in the "functioning world" for 3 years now. You cant just jump back into it and not have any worries.
I wish you all the luck regarding this. If it goes well then it will be one of the greatest achievements i will have seen since joining RYL. If its too much for you then no one and i mean NO ONE who has any idea of how hard this is will think any the worse of you.
I havent worked for 3 years either. I got anxious and was ill over delivering yellow pages! Basically a paper-round.
You are far far far braver than me.
Many hugs
Matthew xxx
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