I don't know what it is exactly... reactions to it all I think... I don't want her to turn around and tell me that I'm just looking for attention or something, that I'm not bad enough to need help... I mean, I know it's probably not going to be like that and everything because she's lovely, but... well, it's happened before, it could happen again....
(and I just found out a mate started cutting again last night after a year or so, and I can't do anything to help her today because I'm not in the right place mentally to deal with it and I hate having to tell her that because she needs me.... argh.)
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