im the same age as u if ur 22 like it says in ur profile. but i dont act my age unfortunately.
i dont even know if i can attend the app. iv only just seconds ago snapped into tears after stressing in my head about it since i made the app.
i have a flight in the afternoon. i want to be able to do both on that day and i am just stupid but its the only app. they had.
i just tried writing u a PM. ur probably glad i didnt. i think apart from anything else i want reassurance that i can get through this time without more medication.
im schizo-affective bipolar type and on 1000mg carbemazapine only and i have so much nervous energy atm. all through every day i am feeling aggravated anxious and stressed until this, when i snap and cry.
the flight was booked a month ago for to go on a break at a friends in Glasgow.
I really don't feel i can cancel that. who else would over a psych app.? i want to be well at the same time too.
i was wondering if im in a mixed episode i dont know. i just want to be able to get through.
i seem so contradictory. i must seem like a fool. its hard to stick to the same idea, when my own is changing so much. thread plots change too..