I know where your coming from. I am literally just over a coke addiction. (Well, it wasnt my ONLY thing, but I did that on an every day basis.)
I would snort coke before work and during lunch because I would be up al night (every night), doing line after line and drinking.
Plus, I was sleeping w a dealer because he gave it to me for free.
I got pregnant, so I HAD to stop. I dont reccomend that being the method you go for.
Omg. Just thinking about this makes me want some. But, I seriously cant.
Anyway, even though it's my dealers baby, I told him then cut him out of my life.
I cut all my "coke friends" out of my life. No matter how close I was to them.
And I replaced them with my friends who, although they may not be sober, will respect me enough to stay sober for me when around me.
But, I dont know if that will help you or not.
Another option is rehab or detox.
Try to find a reason to stop. Something to hold onto that everytime youwant to do it, it stops you. That worked for me.
Good luck!!
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