I am scared of college because I used to get bullied badly in school and I'm scared it'll happen again =( I'm scared I'll fail and I can't take being a failure yet again after 2 sets of GCSE's and no success with my grades. I am going to be getting support at college as I met with my mentor today and she was really nice. But I still dont feel at all positive about the whole thing.
I called the crisis team and they said that they couldn't do anything as I'm not registered with them and they just said go to A&E, that didn't help at all and I didn't go to A&E. I don't know what the local out of hours number is for the CMHT. I just don't know what to do with myself and I dont want to talk to duty tomorrow if my CPN isn't there, they never help me!
I'm sorry for being stupid xx
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