Hi Lyssie, sorry to hear you are having such a bad time. I think its a really good idea that you're planning to contact your cpn about the way you're feeling just now- is there not an out of hours team that you can contact within your local pcmht; might be worth asking for future reference if there isn't that you're aware of. I think my pcmht is a bit far out for you but the out of hour number for them is 017377781420- not sure if they cover all the way out to guildford but they might be able to tell you who do if they don't.
Please keep talking here if its helpful in keeping you distracted and company.
New starts are scary things, its horrible to feel scared and confused but perfectly natural. Try to comfort yourself in healthy ways- maybe curl up in your duvet and watch a feel good flick or somesuch. Call a friend if you need to, i'm not miles away if you need to ring someone( not sure if you have my number but i'll send you it by pm)
If you do need to self injure, and need stitches, the best thing you can do is look after yourself. Treat everything well and get help from the hospital.
Please know that you're being thought of and are cared for
much love
becci x
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