hey lovely, i can't really offer anything helpful but i am exactly the same. i always compare myself to everyone else, i guess im kind of obsessed with making comparisons and finding out whose life/grades/boyfriend/job etc is better... :S even though it just makes me feel worse.
i would advise just seeing the counsellor about it - i know its difficult trying to fit it in around other stuff, but do try to make time to go see him/her because this is important and is a habit that needs to be broken now and not 10 years down the line.
habits are difficult to break out of it but im sure it can be done.
maybe tell your boyfriend how you are feeling, just say what you've written here and hopefully he'll be understanding and try to help - if he isn't, he's not worth it. having family/friend support when you're feeling low is very beneficial.
im sorry i dont really know how to help at all but if you want a good listener im here :)
all the best xx
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