Hey you sound a really caring person and also someone who is having a really difficult time right now.
im sorry your hurting so much.
Could you tell your therapist/counsellor anything youve written here or even copy it out for them as it seems you express yourself well in your writing and i am sure they would understand?
Or could you show your Mum/sister?im sure that the things they want most are for you to be ok but also to be able to help you and maybe you can all work through this together perhaps?
Or perhaps you could go to your doctor to talk more about anti-depressants again if you are willing to give them another try or think they may help?
i know it is hard and im sorry if the suggestions ive given above arent very good or arent right for you right now but you sound like you are trying to deal with an awful lot alone and i hope that you can find someone somewhere to start opening up to.
i am always here also if you need me or want to talk more.Take care.
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