I do this, but more just looking at my tool and whatever - mostly just to ready myself, like to get my mind ready and to prepare myself, almost so i cant feel it (is that weird?).
I dont think its weird at all, everyone has their own little rituals and such.
What would happen if you waited longer, could you wait it out at all? (like would the intention or readiness to do it leave with time? i think if i leave it too long it might just make me not do it, if that makes sense)
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