Originally Posted by
Only Distraction
You're not complicated, not at all. To me you are 'normal'.
I don't want to make this a really long message but it may end up being, so I apologise in advance.
In May this year I was fighting an addiction, to exactly the same thing as you. It was one of the worst times of my life. I took them for the same reaons as you. I took them to make myself feel better, to get through the day. I took them when I was bored, before I left the house and after I ate anything. I'd tell myself I was 'in pain' just so I wouldn't feel guilty for taking them. If I didn't take them I couldn't do anything, I couldn't concentrate. It was horrid.
Co-codamol is from the same family as cocaine and as you probably know they are extremely addictive. I can't explain how much I understand and how much I want you to get help, to make this better. If you feel comfertable talking to your doctor, do. If not you have us on RYL. You are not alone, we understand.
You're not stupid; you're human.
Asking for advice/help is the first step to beating an addiction.