Hiya Starlightembers and welcome to RYL!
Firstly congratulations on getting yourself away from all those methods of self-destruction, it must have taken and be taking a lot of strength as did telling someone about it and I really hope that RYL can be another avenue of support to help prevent you relapsing> It's really great to meet you, you sound like a really interesting person to talk to. I've just been to New York by the way, (I thought I'd just add that in!
) and I thought it was amazing! Manhattan is the only place I haven't gotten lost in lol!
Anyway hon I hope you're okay and if you ever need any help or support then I'm only a PM away!
Kiran
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