"I miss the safety I felt in hospital"
That's probably one of the reasons he doesn't want you to be admitted again. Pretty quickly people start to rely on the hospital as a comfort blanket until you get to the stage where you can't stand being at home at all. You get institutionalised. You really need to learn to cope with your feelings at home rather than being admitted. I only know because that's how I was. I spent so long in hospital that now I feel anxious at doing minor things like seeing friends.
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