I love the saftey of hospital too, I can always sleep much better in there.
But does anyone else feel like it is kinda an addiction?
Like when things get so tough and you on the verge of suicide and it is so much more easier to go inpatient then to stay out and try and cope with your feelings?
I guess what i am trying to say is do you think hosp helped or worsened your own coping mechanisms?
Yeah i missed alot by being inpatient but it still doenst stop me having thoughts of wanting to be admitted again. SO in a way it becomes an addiction? WOuld just really like to make it more than a couple of months in between visits!
Do you agree or am i just crazy?
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