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darkmystikrose · 18-08-2008, 09:07 PM

I didnt start caring untill I met my current BF...I just recently told him about my SI, but before he ever new he was telling me how pretty and sweet and caring ect...thats when I really started, not regretting, but accepting that this was a bad way to cope. When I relized that was when I started working towords recovery, which isnt easy. But before him, no, I never regretted, never felt bad... I thought it was a perfect coping mechanism, the one that worked for me.

18-08-2008, 09:07 PM	#11
darkmystikrose Just a BELLA looking for her EDWARD Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Florida I am currently:	I didnt start caring untill I met my current BF...I just recently told him about my SI, but before he ever new he was telling me how pretty and sweet and caring ect...thats when I really started, not regretting, but accepting that this was a bad way to cope. When I relized that was when I started working towords recovery, which isnt easy. But before him, no, I never regretted, never felt bad... I thought it was a perfect coping mechanism, the one that worked for me.
	"So what, your saying im your brand of heroin?" "You are exactly my brand of heroin" "So the Lion fell in love with the Lamb" "What a stupid Lamb" "What a sick masochistic Lion" "Why am I covered in feathers?" "I bit a pillow.Or two..." "So exactly why did you decide to ruin Esme's pillows?" "I dont know if I decided to anything last night, we're just lucky is was the pillows and not you"