It wasn't for attention, I'm sure of that. It's actually very simple (or at least that's how I see it) - people in A&E took care of you, they made things better for you. It's very natural that a person feels better after someone takes care of him. I have the same craving - I even hurt myself so I can later take care of my wounds and make myself feel loved.
This feeling is very natural, don't be ashamed. There are lots of people here who feel the same.
Deena
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