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leftbehind · 17-08-2008, 04:40 PM

on friday at work i broke my foot. i had to go to the er and have xrays and all that good stuff. they didnt put it in a cast because it was too swollen and they wanted me to come back on wed for another xray to see if i needed a cast or surgery.
the xray tech was such a JERK!!! i have had bad experiences with ppl in the medical profession before but not like this guy. he pulled up my work pants to start taking the xrays and he saw my scars. he shook his head and said "i just dont get why kids with perfectly happy lives feel the need to go slicing and dicing themselves"

WTF!?!?! i was so hurt and angry and idk what else to say. i just couldnt believe he would say that. he doesnt know me or what i have been thru!! but it made me feel so guilty. like i am such a ungreatful person for doing it. im still replaying it in my mind today.

so ive been really down and last night i had a flash back, but instead of my usual si, i started punching my broken foot instead. and now its really swollen.

right now im just a mess and really need someone to talk to...

17-08-2008, 04:40 PM	#1
leftbehind smile big for everyone Join Date: Jan 2008 I am currently:	very triggered...really need someone to talk to on friday at work i broke my foot. i had to go to the er and have xrays and all that good stuff. they didnt put it in a cast because it was too swollen and they wanted me to come back on wed for another xray to see if i needed a cast or surgery. the xray tech was such a JERK!!! i have had bad experiences with ppl in the medical profession before but not like this guy. he pulled up my work pants to start taking the xrays and he saw my scars. he shook his head and said "i just dont get why kids with perfectly happy lives feel the need to go slicing and dicing themselves" WTF!?!?! i was so hurt and angry and idk what else to say. i just couldnt believe he would say that. he doesnt know me or what i have been thru!! but it made me feel so guilty. like i am such a ungreatful person for doing it. im still replaying it in my mind today. so ive been really down and last night i had a flash back, but instead of my usual si, i started punching my broken foot instead. and now its really swollen. right now im just a mess and really need someone to talk to...