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Yellow · 17-08-2008, 12:30 PM

i can entirely relate to what youve said.
i used coke for a year and lost 50 pounds.
it is so highly addictive.
i too left town to get away from all my dealers and people i used with.
ive been clean for a year and a half.
and ive gained 40 pounds.
that is the BIGGEST trigger for me is that i know i could drop the weight quickly if i started again.
but i was soooooo caught up in it....i was going to die.
keep fighting the urges. im still fighting them.
but i do understand.
thinking of you.
loves.
xxxxx

17-08-2008, 12:30 PM	#4
Yellow No Escape From Solitude Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: US I am currently:	i can entirely relate to what youve said. i used coke for a year and lost 50 pounds. it is so highly addictive. i too left town to get away from all my dealers and people i used with. ive been clean for a year and a half. and ive gained 40 pounds. that is the BIGGEST trigger for me is that i know i could drop the weight quickly if i started again. but i was soooooo caught up in it....i was going to die. keep fighting the urges. im still fighting them. but i do understand. thinking of you. loves. xxxxx
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