Hey i can understand that and i certainly dont think its an 'attention thing' as you put it.
But i think maybe your frustration about this is trying to tell you something.
Obviously i may be far wrong but i think maybe your actually in need of something and that is what your frustration is trying to tell you.
Maybe its trying to tell you that you need to be cared for more by yourself or others or that subconsciously you are feeling low on care from others around you?
Maybe its just telling you that you as a person need some care and TLC right now and you deserve that whether you have an accident or not.
Everyone does.
i know you didnt go to A and E for attention before.
You went cos you needed treatment for your self harm.
Did you used to feel better when you came out?
If so do you know what happened there that made you feel better?
i dont know.Those are just my thoughts.
im sorry.They are probably no use!
Feel free to PM me anytime if you want to talk more.
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