It is true that many times the abused become abusers. It's when the abuse gets to the point where the survivor thinks that violence is ok. I dont know the full extent of your situation but it's really important that you dont keep it inside of you. Try to think rationally.. take a good hard look at yourself and the things you've been through; take each peice of it seperately and try to figure out what really happened. I know it's easier said than done but please dont sweep it under the rug.
And btw.. you're really strong for posting this even though it's such a heavy topic.
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