Erin hun - I know this is such a difficult time for you, but please dont despair over things ... there WILL be an end to this pain .... there will be a CALM after this storm.
You are still the same wonderful Erin to me that you've always been, and while I know you are feeling so bad right now, feelings are NOT necessarily FACTS, and a strong bad feeling does NOT make you a bad person.
Please try to hang in there Erin, and please dont make any major decisions about things until you've got a bit of distance from this current crisis, and you are not so emotional and self-destructive.
You really need to keep on trying Erin, and not lose hope - you've got plenty of friends who are willing to help pull you up when you are feeling down, as well as 2 whole moderating teams of people who believe in you and want to see you get back on track.
You know where I am if you need to talk.
(((((*Erin*)))))
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