wahooooooooo :) i havent felt or been sick for THREE WHOLE DAYS :) and have eaten pretty well! feel like there is a light a the end of the tunnel. getting lots of sleep is helping and have done a mega tidy of my flat so feel better for that. not sure how i feel depression wise, not toooooo bad but feeling quite lonely way more than usual but at same time not wanting to spend time with anyway. have done dangerous sh-ing,nicked a small vein or artery but still didnt stop me doing it again the next evening so cant be that good really. i dont know if i actually wanted to die it was more like a what will happen will happen...... but im still here and i did show the dr when i saw her to change the meds so that is a positive step that i never would have done!
ok gonna stop rambling-this is what happens when you dont speak to anyone during the day!
anyway, i think dosulepin is fab. makes you sleepy but hey first one i havent felt like my life is controlled by meds making me ill.
xxx
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