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Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 26-05-2012, 08:25 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 603
Posted By xxminaxx
stuck on a city bus with my abuser..

so recently i discovered my father who we have a thir:eek: ty year protection order from lives just outside the protection order like 4 blocks away.

and yesterday AFTER my car dies and i have to...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-05-2012, 12:39 PM
Replies: 1,565
Views: 171,596
Posted By xxminaxx
my father when he found out "you don't know...

my father when he found out
"you don't know what pain is, i will rub salt into your arms every time you do that"

and i have been stopped at the mall, in a family dollar, it's usually some form...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-05-2012, 12:42 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 405
Posted By xxminaxx
i dont know where to turn i am in counseling but...

i dont know where to turn i am in counseling but one of the terms is no smoking so... i have stopped cutting for almost more than a mlnth but the drugs are getting crazy
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-05-2012, 08:21 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 405
Posted By xxminaxx
cant stop both... substance abuse and self harm

i cant stop doing drugs and stop cutting i can do either or but not both i am so lost
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 09-06-2010, 06:42 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 608
Posted By xxminaxx
when i was younger i thought everyone was abused...

when i was younger i thought everyone was abused the same way i was and i thought everyones dads beat their moms ect. when i met people that didnt do that it blew my mind.
in all honesty sometimes...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 08-06-2010, 07:10 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 819
Posted By xxminaxx
i called my therapist, but its hard to get appts...

i called my therapist, but its hard to get appts idk i am just trying to function thank you guys for being supportive
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 07-06-2010, 06:56 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 819
Posted By xxminaxx
i have had stuff like this happen when i was a...

i have had stuff like this happen when i was a kid.
but i was to small to do anything.
i should of done omething this time.
like i could of screamed.
ran away
anything.
but i just shut up and took...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 07-06-2010, 06:52 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 819
Posted By xxminaxx
Icon Question i feel like it was but i never said anything...help..

I got there.
I sat at the edge of the couch.
He put in a movie.
He pulled me next to him.
I moved back and finally we came to an awkward truce
He rubbed my back
It smelled funny
I turned around
He...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-03-2010, 05:35 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 445
Posted By xxminaxx
i have been in the hospital and outpatient a few...

i have been in the hospital and outpatient a few times so my lists of distractions, coping skills are miles long. i think i just need to make sure i stay safe. i just mood shift and then i am...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-03-2010, 10:51 AM
Replies: 1,192
Views: 32,022
Posted By xxminaxx
i hate what you have done to me, what my body...

i hate what you have done to me, what my body looks like now. i hate that i started so young and thought i had nothing left to believe in but you. i hate you
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-03-2010, 10:47 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 445
Posted By xxminaxx
and now i feel scared

i have not posted in a long time,
but everything is slipping away
so i got out of the hospital a month ago,
got out of intensive day therapy two weeks ago,
and now i have regular therapy
i am so...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 29-09-2009, 06:40 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 415
Posted By xxminaxx
Silent Hope(tell me what you think of it so far...)

I started this as a school project but has turned into a really huge part of recovery i dont know why but please just tell what you think! Its unfinished so just let me know :)
The night was cold,...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 28-09-2009, 06:33 AM
Replies: 27
Views: 1,075
Posted By xxminaxx
1. Opening Credits: eisely- brightly wound 2....

1. Opening Credits:
eisely- brightly wound

2. Waking Up:
kirk franklin-Sunshine(no lie!)

3. First Day of School:
James Morrison - Once when i was little

4. Falling In Love:
Forum: Fun and Distractions 28-09-2009, 06:18 AM
Replies: 8,467
Views: 311,345
Posted By xxminaxx
no, i never have........... odd seems like a...

no, i never have........... odd seems like a coming of age experience

Have you ever slept on a roof?
Forum: Eating Issues Support 22-04-2009, 06:01 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 463
Posted By xxminaxx
so i went to the doctor today and there is no help

i told my doctor i had been purging everyday
and she was nice referred me to some places but
in my state with Medicaid you cant get treatment at eating disorder facility unless your sick enough to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-04-2009, 01:52 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 319
Posted By xxminaxx
i hate this *triggers alot prolly*

my sister ran away
she has attempted suicide quite a few times
i hate it
she is so unstable on so many drugs and she just runs away from everything!
i hate living in my house because everything is...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 21-04-2009, 03:11 AM
Replies: 831
Views: 310,522
Posted By xxminaxx
im mina :) and i love sleeping, art galleries,...

im mina :)
and i love sleeping, art galleries, connfessional poets, reading everything i can get my hands on, going to church, i am absloutely in love with my boyfriend of almost two years and i...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 17-04-2009, 10:23 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 334
Posted By xxminaxx
memories as monsters

Your words rush through my mind
they cut like a sea of razor blades
I do not know what i am trying to find

I need to forgive
I need to let go
i want to be free
All i hear is your words as they...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 17-04-2009, 09:56 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 448
Posted By xxminaxx
thanks i went today and she(my doctor) was...

thanks
i went today and she(my doctor) was perfect i told her the symptoms ect and i think she suspected and i just blurted it all out and she just was like okay we will get you help i am a mess...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 17-04-2009, 12:56 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 448
Posted By xxminaxx
Icon Question umm well

im going to the dr tomorrow
i purge frequently and my stomachs a mess
i cant eat
because it hurts so much and it burns
i dont know what to tell her
i dont want unneccasry tests
but im scared of...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 28-01-2009, 02:25 AM
Replies: 0
Views: 317
Posted By xxminaxx
the eternal canvas of my mind

The faded pieces of what is real
still shout into my memories
my remembrances of you shift into view
glaring yellows, obnoxious oranges
agianst the grey world i have painted for myself
your...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-01-2009, 01:53 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 142,709
Posted By xxminaxx
i destroy myself for something that wasnt my...

i destroy myself for something that wasnt my fault
thats not fair
i cut cause for some reason i brought that hell upon myself
i cut cause yes i am hurting myself but i can control how much i am
i...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 27-01-2009, 01:16 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 404
Posted By xxminaxx
thanks i will

thanks i will
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-01-2009, 12:45 AM
Replies: 6,143
Views: 306,884
Posted By xxminaxx
hey question this probaly has been asked but...

hey question this probaly has been asked but anyone know verses on cutting?
like not straight up ones but like in isaiah when it says through his stripes we are healed do yall know any other ones?
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 26-01-2009, 09:47 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 404
Posted By xxminaxx
i need to face it

how?
i have numbed this out for years:-(
ten years of my life were destroyed and i have spent two making all of that numb and black
how do i begin to face it?
how much pain will e there?
and i cut...
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