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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-08-2021, 10:29 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 2,434
Posted By Happyhead
Thank you both for your messages. My anti...

Thank you both for your messages. My anti depressants have done the job of mellowing me out and making my urges really simmer down, which is a good thing. They have also put my brain into a bit of a...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-08-2021, 07:40 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 2,434
Posted By Happyhead
11 years free and still fighting daily urges

I stopped coming on this forum a long while ago, I always seem to return when things get harder. I've been free nearly 11 years now which I realise is a big thing. The urge never leaves me though,...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-04-2016, 09:25 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 569
Posted By Happyhead
Nearly lost it *potentially triggering*

I haven't been on this site ever since I quit harming around 6 years back but today I nearly lost it, my mind was swarmed with cloudiness, I managed to find an elastic band thankfully and used that...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 14-08-2012, 06:44 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 515
Posted By Happyhead
thank you, it has been and continues to be hard...

thank you, it has been and continues to be hard but i am confident i will carry on strong
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 13-08-2012, 09:16 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 354
Posted By Happyhead
My Blogspot site: The Rotting Zombie

So I have a blogspot website which centres on reviewing horror films and games, It has gave me some success with free books, and films often sent to me to review, as well as being paid to advertise...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 13-08-2012, 08:51 PM
Replies: 6,065
Views: 535,047
Posted By Happyhead
Currently reading Metro 2033 by Dmitry Glukhovsky...

Currently reading Metro 2033 by Dmitry Glukhovsky with thanks to the videogame Metro 2033 which made me aware of this book. Post apocaalyptic Moscow where the survivors all live in the Moscow Metro...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-08-2012, 10:09 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 515
Posted By Happyhead
Nearly 2 years free, darn hard work

In September it will be 2 years since i last harmed myself. It has not been an easy ride but is definitely worth it.

The urges always come back but seeing my scars is enough to resist. I tell...
Forum: General Chat 22-09-2011, 12:25 AM
Replies: 23
Views: 945
Posted By Happyhead
will play.

will play.
Forum: Veterans Board 26-08-2011, 09:27 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 794
Posted By Happyhead
My last job had casual dress so in summers i wore...

My last job had casual dress so in summers i wore t-shirts as it got too hot keeping my arms covered all the time, once my boss pulled me aside and asked if i still did it, i said no, he said good...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-06-2010, 10:44 PM
Replies: 28
Views: 953
Posted By Happyhead
I think overall it is not so good having too much...

I think overall it is not so good having too much freedom. It gets too lonely living alone, and i have got to the point where i have just stopped cleaning up after sh as i have no reason to as 100%...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 29-06-2010, 06:21 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 448
Posted By Happyhead
Thabnks for your comments, appreciated. ...

Thabnks for your comments, appreciated.

Distractions are definatly the way mto go, the only problem with them is it is so hard to use a distraction if am already feeling triggered as it is such a...
Forum: General Chat 28-06-2010, 11:18 PM
Replies: 75
Views: 10,356
Posted By Happyhead
Will definatly be checking out the books on your...

Will definatly be checking out the books on your list!

Was glad to see American Psycho on the list, that truly is a horrid book (in the best possible way) All the way through your list I kept...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 28-06-2010, 06:25 PM
Replies: 37
Views: 1,837
Posted By Happyhead
Someone else already said it, but 'I Feel Sick'...

Someone else already said it, but 'I Feel Sick' is amazing! Mostly I just read Batman, and Zombie Comic books, but one I don't think anyone has mentioned (I may be wrong) is the amazing 'Bear'. ...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-06-2010, 06:21 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 892
Posted By Happyhead
I only have the two friends. One sees sh...

I only have the two friends. One sees sh whatever the circumstances as attention seeking and bullishly refuses to see it as anything different.

My other friend gets kind of freaked out by the...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-06-2010, 10:37 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 448
Posted By Happyhead
Thank you for your reply, nice to not feel so...

Thank you for your reply, nice to not feel so alone.

It has been suggested I join a club or something, but its scary to do that, i need to build up courage to do that i think.

I've tried all the...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-06-2010, 08:04 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 448
Posted By Happyhead
I don't know what is wrong with me lately

Lately, mostly this past week I have been utterly terrible with regards to resisting si, and od. I really don't know what my problem is. I've gone for weeks at a time without si, and now i cant even...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-06-2010, 10:53 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 356
Posted By Happyhead
thanks for your support. going to really try not...

thanks for your support. going to really try not to screw up
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-06-2010, 06:24 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 356
Posted By Happyhead
Icon Question Really really really want to hurt myself

As it is summer I have managed to reduce my harm so that I can wear short sleeve tops, but i am finding it so agonisingly hard to restrict myself. I just am not able to stop it completly, and i...
Forum: General Support and Advice 15-05-2010, 08:40 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,161
Posted By Happyhead
I lost most my friends my talking while drunk,...

I lost most my friends my talking while drunk, it's a really easy thing to do if you have problems on your mind as drink definatly loosens the lips
Forum: General Chat 15-05-2010, 06:17 PM
Replies: 58
Views: 1,529
Posted By Happyhead
Please add me to the list, didn't even realise it...

Please add me to the list, didn't even realise it was still going, used to get sent an email monthly, but that stopped a year or so ago
Forum: General Chat 15-05-2010, 06:15 PM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,301
Posted By Happyhead
My Hamster alsways piles all the sawdust up into...

My Hamster alsways piles all the sawdust up into a corner of her cage, then somehow gets her house balanced at the top of the sawdust hill, usually upside down, or on its side
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 08-05-2010, 05:53 PM
Replies: 6,065
Views: 535,047
Posted By Happyhead
Half way through the excellent 'Tell me lies'...

Half way through the excellent 'Tell me lies' written by the fab idranktheseawater (if you haven't watched her Youtube videos then do so!)
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 06-05-2010, 10:14 PM
Replies: 37
Views: 2,802
Posted By Happyhead
Dude Where's my Car is my total guilty pleasure,...

Dude Where's my Car is my total guilty pleasure, I utterly love that film though, it always cheers me up : D
Forum: Fun and Distractions 28-04-2010, 08:34 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 474
Posted By Happyhead
Currently playing through Mario All Stars, trying...

Currently playing through Mario All Stars, trying to do all the games, done Super Mario Brothers, so just lost levels, 2, 3 , and Super Mario World to do.

Super Mario World has some of the best...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 16-02-2010, 03:38 PM
Replies: 4,619
Views: 129,653
Posted By Happyhead
I'll stick my questions here, not sure of some of...

I'll stick my questions here, not sure of some of the character names;

1. What happened to Warren?
2. How come Calvin owns the loft and is not a cop anymore?
3. Where did Cheryl come from?
4. How...
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