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Forum: First Aid Advice 14-01-2015, 10:43 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 6,392
Posted By AtomicRevenge
Ok first of all, bile is brown and only mixes...

Ok first of all, bile is brown and only mixes with anything in your digestive system in your upper small intestine, therefore not in your stomach. The green stuff is stomach juice, not bile. As the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-06-2013, 07:00 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 502
Posted By AtomicRevenge
it's starting again *may be triggering*

Everything's just gone down the drain. I've been free for almost 6 months and I can't take it anymore. I'm losing it. And I'm considering suicide this time... It's never been this bad. I don't even...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-11-2012, 07:13 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 489
Posted By AtomicRevenge
Failing

I'm failing. I've never failed before. At least, not like this. I don't understand anything. I'm not learning anything. I'm failing and I'm terrified because nobody understands me either. I guess...
Forum: General Support and Advice 25-09-2012, 08:55 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 404
Posted By AtomicRevenge
Life and the future

Hi. I haven't posted in while because I guess over the holidays, things went well, they were great even, with just a couple of 'down' days. But now I'm back at school and I'm in 6th form. (Last two...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-05-2012, 09:20 AM
Replies: 396
Views: 77,747
Posted By AtomicRevenge
I have scars just above my hip. They're too high...

I have scars just above my hip. They're too high up for board shorts to cover up, and too low for a tankini, oh and they are just in the gap in my full-body swimsuit. I don't really care if my...
Forum: General Support and Advice 22-05-2012, 02:44 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 430
Posted By AtomicRevenge
It's sunny outside...

So, all of you in south UK will know, but it's been raining pretty much EVERY day, for the past two, almost three weeks (what a drought xD). It's really warm and sunny today. I know it's a bad idea...
Forum: General Chat 22-05-2012, 02:38 PM
Replies: 69
Views: 3,155
Posted By AtomicRevenge
Yeah we don't need a lead, he just follows. He...

Yeah we don't need a lead, he just follows. He followed my dad to work (as in he sat on the roof of the car, went up the stairs, into the office and my dad didn't notice until the cat decided it was...
Forum: General Chat 20-05-2012, 10:08 PM
Replies: 69
Views: 3,155
Posted By AtomicRevenge
My family thinks my cat is half dog, partly cause...

My family thinks my cat is half dog, partly cause we picked him up on the street, partly because well, he's like a dog. My mum is pretty stern with him in terms of tone of voice. When we first got...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 04-05-2012, 08:30 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 723
Posted By AtomicRevenge
I guess what I'm trying to figure out is if this...

I guess what I'm trying to figure out is if this could be a medical condition or a psychological "push" or something. Because right now, I'm starving, and yet I don't want to eat. I keep telling...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-05-2012, 09:31 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 652
Posted By AtomicRevenge
Hmm I guess it's worth a shot. I just hope nobody...

Hmm I guess it's worth a shot. I just hope nobody asks. Thank you <3
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 03-05-2012, 09:29 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 530
Posted By AtomicRevenge
Thanks =) Figured I'd post a short poem that I...

Thanks =) Figured I'd post a short poem that I write everywhere I go

Ever Wanted?
Ever wanted to just curl up and die?
Turn off the lights?
Or kiss the world goodbye?

and on a side note, the first...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 03-05-2012, 08:43 PM
Replies: 8,597
Views: 549,537
Posted By AtomicRevenge
It was a lie when they smiled and said you won't...

It was a lie when they smiled and said you won't feel a thing.

<3
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-05-2012, 08:36 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 652
Posted By AtomicRevenge
I just told her it was nothing and she kinda...

I just told her it was nothing and she kinda dropped it (mainly cause I walked out as soon as I was changed and she didn't catch up). I'm just worried about other people finding out now, or what to...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 03-05-2012, 02:14 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 723
Posted By AtomicRevenge
The start of an ED?

Hi so, recently, I've found that I've been eating less and less. (And most of what I eat is junk food). I've always been able to wolf down more than my parents combined but in the past year or so,...
Forum: General Support and Advice 03-05-2012, 02:05 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 827
Posted By AtomicRevenge
An old friend of mine as gay dads. If anyone ever...

An old friend of mine as gay dads. If anyone ever dared tease her about it (they were generally too scared of her but it did happen) she always had some witty comeback. When she wasn't in the mood to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-05-2012, 01:19 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 652
Posted By AtomicRevenge
i honestly don't know. I do think she'd go off...

i honestly don't know. I do think she'd go off and tell someone though, most likely by accident, but a lot of things have been spread through her. It's more people I don't trust at all I'm worried...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-05-2012, 10:01 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 652
Posted By AtomicRevenge
I know her quite well and I kind of trust her,...

I know her quite well and I kind of trust her, i'm just not keen on people knowing... too much.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-05-2012, 07:40 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 652
Posted By AtomicRevenge
I guess I could try that. Not a bad idea...

I guess I could try that. Not a bad idea actually. By the way, anyone here who could tell me how to react when someone asks about cuts???
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 01-05-2012, 10:16 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 397
Posted By AtomicRevenge
I want to say don't do it. Not that you should...

I want to say don't do it. Not that you should but because it'll only weigh more heavily on your mind. 4 days is a great start, better than I could manage, find an elastic band, and ping it, keep...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-05-2012, 10:06 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 652
Posted By AtomicRevenge
I just got out the bath/shower. I don't remember...

I just got out the bath/shower. I don't remember getting in. My room-mate said I left the room over an hour ago. And I have more cuts on my arms and legs... I'm so scared... <3
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-05-2012, 09:00 PM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,379,034
Posted By AtomicRevenge
I don't want to die today because I'm waiting for...

I don't want to die today because I'm waiting for you to aknowledge me, so that when die, you feel just as broken and abandonned as I do now. <3
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-05-2012, 08:51 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 652
Posted By AtomicRevenge
I just keep telling myself that I can do two more...

I just keep telling myself that I can do two more years of this. Then It'll be a new country, a new school - university. New people, a new start. I just hope I can hold on for that long. I hate pain,...
Forum: General Chat 01-05-2012, 06:25 PM
Replies: 21
Views: 1,788
Posted By AtomicRevenge
If you have quite light hair already, (light...

If you have quite light hair already, (light auburn to dark blonde-ish) You can try some vitamin C powder mixed with a strong anti-dandruff shampoo. Put into wet hair for 30 min, rinse. I use Head...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 29-04-2012, 10:12 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 530
Posted By AtomicRevenge
Tracking life

I tried to count my scars,
But I couldn't tell
Where one began
And another ended.

So I tried to count the cuts,
But I couldn't, because
Blood smeared across my skin,
Connecting them like a thin,
Red...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-04-2012, 05:00 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 473
Posted By AtomicRevenge
I'm glad. It's not the best solution, but it...

I'm glad. It's not the best solution, but it keeps me away from more permanent damage. <3
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