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Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 22-02-2012, 03:29 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 709
Posted By strawberry11
I have had ECT about 6+ months ago back in August...

I have had ECT about 6+ months ago back in August sometime. Yes there was defiantly short term memory loss. I personally did not care for it. I had more anxiety waiting for it it was just too...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-02-2012, 11:00 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 515
Posted By strawberry11
thanks for the replies everyone...I honestly feel...

thanks for the replies everyone...I honestly feel like I'm just having a pity party about myself. I have now pushed away all friends. I can't do this anymore. I just can't. I can't even afford going...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 10-02-2012, 03:56 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 515
Posted By strawberry11
The End

I can't do this anymore. I honestly can't. I keep hurting everyone around me and friends I know. They are scared for me. I'm scared for myself. I don't want to do anything to myself but I'm not doing...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 07-02-2012, 06:34 AM
Replies: 33
Views: 1,863
Posted By strawberry11
I will have to agree with one other person from...

I will have to agree with one other person from an earlier post that the US hospitals are VERY restrictive. For as long as you are there the only outside you see is through a window and have nothing...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 22-01-2012, 01:34 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 867
Posted By strawberry11
Sorry I know I posted and haven't been back in a...

Sorry I know I posted and haven't been back in a while...classes started this past week and yea very interesting. I did go to the appointment but my psychologist called about 45 minutes before my...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 13-01-2012, 10:23 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 867
Posted By strawberry11
I have gone back to having doubts. I'm scared. I...

I have gone back to having doubts. I'm scared. I really don't want to go to that appointment tuesday. I'm starting to freak out. I just don't think I can do this.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 03-01-2012, 11:32 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 867
Posted By strawberry11
I guess I could always call back to see if...

I guess I could always call back to see if someone has canceled but my therapist was going to meet me there for the appt so I feel like I have to keep the one I have which was the soonest one they...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 03-01-2012, 05:33 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 867
Posted By strawberry11
its really really hard for me to remember most of...

its really really hard for me to remember most of what I have even tried. I know some of them I will NEVER take again. However, there are some I would maybe willing to try again...different dose or...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 03-01-2012, 02:34 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 867
Posted By strawberry11
Syrup- I read some of your other posts and I hope...

Syrup- I read some of your other posts and I hope you are hanging in there.

I realized this tonight but when I am reading others posts and stuff I realize how unclear and tangled my thinking is. It...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 31-12-2011, 03:05 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 581
Posted By strawberry11
Physically- Its like I can feel when I did when...

Physically- Its like I can feel when I did when the event happened all the physical things that happened at the time

Emotionally- I shut down and just want to cry

I also get mental pictures of the...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 31-12-2011, 02:59 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 703
Posted By strawberry11
I know how it feels. I will go to bed wanting to...

I know how it feels. I will go to bed wanting to cut have a restless less and wake up the same way. I will have dreams that I am in the hospital which I absolutely hate. Its like you can't get away...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 30-12-2011, 01:19 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 867
Posted By strawberry11
I loved the seroquel because I could sleep at...

I loved the seroquel because I could sleep at night. I was told from someone that I knew to not take it in the morning no matter what my doctor said because it would knock you out. And trust me it...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 29-12-2011, 06:44 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 867
Posted By strawberry11
some of them I was on for months. I think it was...

some of them I was on for months. I think it was depakote I took for months 3+ months and my stomach started hurting me so bad I actually went to a specialist and they couldn't find anything wrong. I...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 29-12-2011, 03:30 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 621
Posted By strawberry11
I had ECT and just the thought of it scared me....

I had ECT and just the thought of it scared me. It scared me so so bad. I had it inpatient and my doctor suggested ECT because medications had failed. I didn't want it because I knew what was going...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 29-12-2011, 03:06 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 867
Posted By strawberry11
sorry for not posting again till now. I've been...

sorry for not posting again till now. I've been pretty down and haven't done much. I've tried everything from prozac to seroquel. The list would be so so long. I'm not exaggerating either. I had...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 25-12-2011, 04:00 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 867
Posted By strawberry11
Any advice would be greatly appreciated...

Ok so I need some advice as I'm not sure what I should do. If i ask my parents they'd say no meds and my therapist would say try meds again. To me I feel like I am in a tug of war with this. I'm not...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 19-12-2011, 02:05 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 739
Posted By strawberry11
Thanks guys. I feel better knowing I'm not the...

Thanks guys. I feel better knowing I'm not the only one that has felt that way. I feel frustrated when I try to explain this to my therapist because he just NEVER understands. This has been happening...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 18-12-2011, 03:11 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 657
Posted By strawberry11
Although you are lost for words I know exactly...

Although you are lost for words I know exactly how you are feeling. I am going through the same thing at the moment. just finished the semester, completely depressed (I can feel myself slipping...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 18-12-2011, 01:50 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 739
Posted By strawberry11
Icon Question Internal Pain? *Triggering*

Does anyone else get this feeling of internal/emotional pain that you just feel like you could never cry hard enough to make it go away? Is this because of depression? I have actually ended up...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 04-12-2011, 09:52 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 1,444
Posted By strawberry11
It always amazes me how much freedom you all over...

It always amazes me how much freedom you all over seas have while being hospitalized. There is no internet here in the USA while you are hospitalized and you have phone hours. I know here you can't...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 04-12-2011, 08:21 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 995
Posted By strawberry11
I have an app on my iPod that was free called...

I have an app on my iPod that was free called Moody Me and you can add as many moods in a single day as you need to...it includes the time of day it occurs and you can also include meds you are or...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 01-12-2011, 12:16 AM
Replies: 79
Views: 4,732
Posted By strawberry11
In one of my classes we are learning about...

In one of my classes we are learning about development and the normal stages each group such as infants, children, adolescents and adults go through and what is actually normal. It is normal for...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 27-11-2011, 04:49 AM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,730,898
Posted By strawberry11
I know I'm in a different time zone... Lol... US...

I know I'm in a different time zone... Lol... US east coast...I hope everyone is doing alright. I have been on here I think twice?? Yea not often.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 26-11-2011, 11:32 PM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,730,898
Posted By strawberry11
I don't know what to do with myself. I blow up...

I don't know what to do with myself. I blow up and have these break downs like its the end of the world. I don't know how to stop them and its really hurting my relationship with others around me....
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 15-11-2011, 04:38 AM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,730,898
Posted By strawberry11
Thanks Laura...I guess I just feel so alone but...

Thanks Laura...I guess I just feel so alone but tonight I realized I'm not alone. Thanks for the link as well. I'd probably do the same thing. Once my memory is jogged about something it will tend to...
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