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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-03-2010, 04:04 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 812
Posted By Airlyeth
Hate this, but help me

I'm so close to the edge. I haven't felt like this for years. I really could kill myself. And it's not a threat. you know? although it sounds like it. I need help. I just want someone to help me so I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-10-2009, 04:07 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 814
Posted By Airlyeth
You are under no obligation to make everyone...

You are under no obligation to make everyone happy. What it seems you need to focus on is making yourself happy. It may seem like you have to please everyone but it's impossible to do so. Don't put...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-10-2009, 11:58 PM
Replies: 410
Views: 17,202
Posted By Airlyeth
It's most probably because I've been alone all...

It's most probably because I've been alone all day, and the emotions of hating myself have just built up and up culminating in a binge. I freaked out and threw all my food away, I suppose that's a...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-10-2009, 11:25 PM
Replies: 410
Views: 17,202
Posted By Airlyeth
Binged. Words cannot explain how much I hate...

Binged. Words cannot explain how much I hate myself right now.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-10-2009, 06:17 PM
Replies: 410
Views: 17,202
Posted By Airlyeth
Urgh. I am so weak.

Urgh. I am so weak.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-10-2009, 12:43 PM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,376,852
Posted By Airlyeth
I love it when you just sit in the kitchen and...

I love it when you just sit in the kitchen and play guitar. Your voice is lovely and it calms me like nothing I've ever come across. I feel safe with you.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 19-10-2009, 09:14 PM
Replies: 410
Views: 17,202
Posted By Airlyeth
Hey all :-) Hope everyone is okay. Haven't...

Hey all :-) Hope everyone is okay.

Haven't binged tonight but god knows I would like to. Went into Tesco today and I was so close to just buying everything I saw. Urgh. I'm glad I didn't though....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-10-2009, 01:31 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,256
Posted By Airlyeth
Everytime they ask me 'Are you eating properly?'...

Everytime they ask me 'Are you eating properly?' I say yes. But I'm only telling them what they want to hear. I'm cutting, purging and restricting again.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-10-2009, 09:35 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,256
Posted By Airlyeth
I'm slipping again and no-one here knows or...

I'm slipping again and no-one here knows or cares. And that's just the way I like it.
Forum: General Support and Advice 19-05-2009, 04:01 PM
Replies: 3,009
Views: 77,991
Posted By Airlyeth
SparklyShoes, I know that feeling all too well!...

SparklyShoes, I know that feeling all too well! It's the hardest thing to fight against but I guess it's worth it in the end if you do.
Forum: General Support and Advice 19-05-2009, 01:25 PM
Replies: 3,009
Views: 77,991
Posted By Airlyeth
It was really simple. I just got a pot of vanilla...

It was really simple. I just got a pot of vanilla WW yoghurt, 1 banana, about 6 strawberries and 150ml semi skimmed milk and just bunged it into the blender. That made about two portions, but I used...
Forum: General Support and Advice 19-05-2009, 10:09 AM
Replies: 3,009
Views: 77,991
Posted By Airlyeth
Ick. Hospital food is urrrk! Had a banana and...

Ick. Hospital food is urrrk!
Had a banana and strawberry smoothie this morning. It was very, very nice. I might brave the kitchen and actually cook something for lunch! (I am a rubbish cook!)

Hope...
Forum: General Support and Advice 17-05-2009, 03:21 PM
Replies: 3,009
Views: 77,991
Posted By Airlyeth
Jo, they shouldn't laugh at you, and if they are...

Jo, they shouldn't laugh at you, and if they are unhelpful then you can always seek out a second opinion. They are most likely to do some tests to see that all is well with you health-wise and then...
Forum: General Support and Advice 15-05-2009, 07:56 PM
Replies: 3,009
Views: 77,991
Posted By Airlyeth
Hey everyone! So my first day of my changed...

Hey everyone!
So my first day of my changed lifestyle has gone fairly well. I'm finding out when I am mostly likely to overeat and why I do it. At the moment I am noticing that it is the evenings...
Forum: General Support and Advice 14-05-2009, 09:43 PM
Replies: 3,009
Views: 77,991
Posted By Airlyeth
Hey, hey! I'll probably spending a lot more time...

Hey, hey!
I'll probably spending a lot more time lurking here from now on so I thought I'd formally introduce myself!
:hehe:

I went to my GP today about feeling depressed and the very first thing...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-05-2009, 03:12 PM
Replies: 16,131
Views: 295,816
Posted By Airlyeth
Thank you How are you? I'm going out in about an...

Thank you
How are you?
I'm going out in about an hour or so, so dropping off the radar, while it seems a good idea, probably isn't the best. I'm just so close to the edge right now.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-05-2009, 03:00 PM
Replies: 16,131
Views: 295,816
Posted By Airlyeth
Not particularly. :( Alone in the house, got...

Not particularly. :(
Alone in the house, got thinking about things. Regretting not going to college now. At least I'd be busy.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-05-2009, 02:57 PM
Replies: 16,131
Views: 295,816
Posted By Airlyeth
*sits in a corner and chain smokes*

*sits in a corner and chain smokes*
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 10-05-2009, 08:39 PM
Replies: 16,131
Views: 295,816
Posted By Airlyeth
*screams*

*screams*
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-05-2009, 11:11 PM
Replies: 50
Views: 1,324
Posted By Airlyeth
Hi there, Things may seem hard right now, but...

Hi there,

Things may seem hard right now, but take a few deep breaths, chat to me if you want. Have a rant if it helps. Do anything to keep yourself moving forwards.

If you need to chat I am...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 08-05-2009, 10:58 PM
Replies: 16,131
Views: 295,816
Posted By Airlyeth
I don't even know if anyone is around here. ...

I don't even know if anyone is around here.

I'll just sit down in a corner somewhere and keep to myself.
Forum: General Support and Advice 08-05-2009, 10:53 PM
Replies: 3,009
Views: 77,991
Posted By Airlyeth
Has anyone on here started Weight Watchers...

Has anyone on here started Weight Watchers recently? I'm thinking of joining again but I here the plan has changed and was wondering if it's any more/less effective?
Forum: Fun and Distractions 21-12-2007, 02:42 PM
Replies: 16,837
Views: 553,384
Posted By Airlyeth
You like Kate Beckinsale and like some cool quotes

You like Kate Beckinsale and like some cool quotes
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 05-08-2007, 09:45 AM
Replies: 140
Views: 17,839
Posted By Airlyeth
Skylines and Turnstiles - My Chemical Romance ...

Skylines and Turnstiles - My Chemical Romance

You're not in this alone
Let me break this awkward silence
Let me go, go on record
Be the first to say I'm sorry
Hear me out
And if you take me down...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 03-08-2007, 08:06 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,267
Posted By Airlyeth
I got 'Red Tears' out of the library today and...

I got 'Red Tears' out of the library today and finished it in about an hour.
It is a very good read, if not a tiny bit triggering. But not in a visual image kinda way but in an emotional way. It's a...
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