I Want To....
 

SI really really really bad. i will not! i will not! i keep trying to tell myself that. i dont know what is wrong with me. feel so alone, but like it that way too....... i dont know what to do anymore. what is wrong with me!!! i just need someone to talk to........look at me now i sound desperate.... ugh.......... *sighs*

hey there talk to us where here for you k =)

i know but i just feel so alone and i just feel like im whining..... i know there are people i could talk to i tend to shut people out.... and then when i do need help i feel stupid to ask someone for it because i just feel like i am being bothersome....

ryl is a recovery site =) remember that because its important, everyone here posts to get help so you should never feel bad for doing that k.

these people that you tend to shut out maybe you should try to contact them? if youre able. sometimes the best way to get out of a bad mood is to be with a friend and doing something fun

Keep posting if it helps. What made you want to SI?

i just started thinking about all the things that were going on i my life and it just led me right back to the thought of SI. :( and how it could possibly release the stress i am feeling....

Well, try and remember that in the long run, it only complicates things. Do you want to talk about what's going on?

*hugs* Just keep trying. Don't worry about how you might sound, we've all been there.

What emotions are you feeling? There are lots of safe ways to release your emotions. If you are upset then you could cry, or do something nice for yourself like have a bath and watch a funny film. If you are angry you could punch a pillow, rip up some paper, or go for a run. We are here to listen if you need to talk. Stay safe and take care, you can do this.