TRAUMATISED
 

I have been traumatised by my past,i cannot get over it, so many mistakes and misses, i dont know where i am heading to, i have caused so much pain to my parents, i am destroying myself and my family,i am a failue in life, i am selfish, i want and end to it all

i think you need to try and take some deep breaths you sound very hurt and upset at the moment! have you suddenly started feeling like this or has it just come on? please try not to hurt yourself i wont solve anything just cause your parents and friends even more pain! *hugs*

xxx

its been building for sometime now and my conflict with my wife triggered everything off and also probably prozac is making me worse

Prozac can indeed make things worse - especially in first weeks. If your more agitated, suicidal, losing inhibitions etc then tell your doctor.