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im sorry its just 2 hard ive tried everything possible

Hi there,

Things may seem hard right now, but take a few deep breaths, chat to me if you want. Have a rant if it helps. Do anything to keep yourself moving forwards.

If you need to chat I am here.

*Hugs* Please dont hurt yourself in any way or attempt to take your own life. Whats happening for you? Can you talk to about things in more detail? Lots of people care about you here at ryl. Do you have any support? Please keep safe, i strongly advise you to go to A&E or at least reach out for extra support due to the way your feeling. I dont want anything bad to happen to you. Keep talking to us. Im here fo ryou.

Take care best wishes Ian

i donh wan reach out im sick of doing it

Hun, please don't hurt yourself. It won't change anything. Please tell someone how you're feelin'. People care about and love you. Things can get better, it might seem impossible right now, but trust me, things can change. *hugs* I'm here if you want to chat. xo.

y theres no1 ive tried opi failed full stop. they havent changed for a long time

Dont give up.You were so brave to post this and to keep fighting.i know your tired, i know it feels like things are taking a long time but step by step you can get there with this.You have already come such a long way.Do you have any support still?Can you ring anyone ie crisis team?i mean im more than happy to talk to you here etc.Dont get the wrong idea.But i just hate to think of you struggling so much like this and was just thinking of extra support too.You really do deserve to get better.Please dont feel you have to struggle alone.

i know it may not be able to mean much right now/help much with the pain it sounds like your going through but i/we are here for you and do care very much what happens.

You are a strong person and i wish you didnt feel the need to die or hurt yourself anymore.

Please just hold on.

Moment by moment.Day by day.

And you will get there.

Dont let your illness win.

i am very worried about you.Please dont do this.You need to get help.x

Things can get better Cheryl. You may not think they can but it's true. I have the number for the Coventry crisis team if you want it. They are 24/7 and some people find them helpful hun. Don't give up.

ive got the number just dont wanna phone they cnt help me theres no point let me die i give up i really do

I think you are hurting and it is easier to give up than talk about it or seek help. What has caused you to feel this way today?

ive been like this since way before eastwer i was in hospital 3 weeks at avenue clinci they wanted me to go bk to uni and just stuck plasters over me till after my exams but the plaster hasve fallen off big style. i cant fight ne,ore im not strong enough sorry to waste every1s times

You arent wasting anyones time.And i may not be able to stop you dying but i certainly aint gonna sit here and let you go without a fight!

Please get help.

It sounds like you need to go back into hosp or at least have more support but really to go back there for at least a bit maybe?

i know you wanted to get through your exams and things but it looks like you need to sort this now.

They would prefer you to go back now than die.

i know uni is important but you can work that out a bit later on.

Your health is of immediate concern and you need to get help.

If you are doing exams then you are bound to be under an awful lot of stress. Could you try and wait until after exams and see how you feel when your situation is a little easier?

You are not wasting people's time but you do sound like you need some extra support.

At the end of the day Sleepless is right, we can't force you to be brave and keep going. It has to be your decision and come from you.

Sorry - by the way i didnt mean to sound harsh.i know its hard.Was just worried and wanted to encourage you!x

its ok i know you were only trying to help. im obv still alive. not very well so no need to worry. still really struggling bad ways need to find another way.

cantgo on like this sorry xx

What's going on Cheryl? *hugs* Thinking of you x

Please try and stay strong.
Has one thing triggered these feelings, do you think?

You can get through this. I know it feels hard, impossible, and that extreme methods crop into mind. But they're permanent, and no matter how hard this all feels at the moment, they're not and can be overcome. You can still have good times in your life.

Look after yourself, and please seek all the help possible, xx

its 2 hard.