not sure
 

im sorry to post. im not even too sure why im posting
im scared, ok. im scared of writing a letter to my gp about what goes on in my head. im scared of the consequences. but mostly im scared that none of it is really real, that im not really experiencing it and really there is nothing wrong with me. its so hard to explain what i mean. sorry, i dont even know what i want from this post. just anything

Hey sweetie *cuddles* have you tried to write a letter? You could try writing it with no intension of giving it to your GP and then once its written then you can decide whether ir not you give it to your GP. Remember at the end of the day whatever comes out of this letter it is to help you and they cannot fully help you if they do not know what is wrong. You could add in the bit about saying you are not whether it is real or not, they will understand sweetie I'm sure.

Amy x