Can I be someone else please?
 

I just need to type out some of my rubbish feelings, so please dont bother to read this!

I just feel v v v miserable and bad about myself. So bad that I dont want people to see me. I look disgusting, I am disgusting to be around, I hate everything about me. Yet I long to go outside, have friends, feel secure, be loved, feel comfortable in my skin, have fun, live. But i feel too disgusting even to try and wear nice clothes, just getting dressed makes me feel awful so its pyjamas all day everyday. And i cant even tell anyone any of this because i dont want to moan at people and drive them away. I want to be fun so people like me. Oh I'm so very miserable. I dont know what to do about it. Anyone relate a bit?

Much love <3

Sweetie, I know how you feel. I'm sorry. I'm so ugly that I don't even care enough to dress up for school. I don't have many friends, so I'm lonely at time. And I often wish I was someone else, too. I'm not sure how to get rid of these feelings, I'm sorry. I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone. Feel free to pm me anytime. xx

i know how you feel you can swap with me anything just to not be sick for a day

I know what you mean about wanting to be fun so people like you, but all you seem to be is boring and miserable! and the feeling of hating how you look when you dress up so you just lounge around all day! its horrible! but im trying to learn to just accept myself because if i start to like myself even a little bit others will to! *hugs*