Bingebingebinge =[
 

I got back to uni this afternoon. I wanted to enjoy the sunshine, so I sat outside and did some revision, and then I wet back inside and all I've done so far is binge and purge! It's so disgusting. The amount of food I've had is just awful and I feel huge
At home I had been trying so hard, but I just have no control over my eating at all. I can't stop eating and bingeing and eating horrible unhealthy things =[

I really want to lose weight, and I don't know if I'm going to be able to keep anything down =\ it's just so easy to purge when there's nobody to bother hiding it from. My head hurts and I'm dizzy, and I'm still tempted to eat more.. it's just awful. I hate this.
I made my step forward, and I guess this is the twenty thousand steps back that seems to go with each step forward..

Hugs! Could you meet up with a friend or do something outside that doesn't involve food? Try and distract yourself ?

Not very good advice but I hope you're ok... set backs like these are part of recovery, you can fight this!

Try to resist... b/p'ing isn't making you feel any better-- see?

As practically all of RYL knows at this stage, I SUCK when it comes to advice. But I just want you to know that I understand how you feel because I'm in exactly the same place right now (albeit without the purging) and I'm always here if you need someone to talk to; if nothing else, I'm a good listener.

*hugs*

Ohhhh I have had the worst day ever today... don't want to go into it, but I am seriously seriously the biggest wreck ever and I don't know what to do anymore =[ =[

Something needs to change because I don't think that I can live like this

im in the same place to and have been for about a year wish i knew how to help