i'm sorry i havent posted in a while i really am
 

yeah so i'm really sorry, and thankyou to all who posted to my last thread like a month ago or whenever it was.
i ended up in hospital after an od. there are caretakers at the flats i live in and they found me. nt alot happened there though. i survived i guess. the doctors just thought i was attention seeking. i really meant it though. i havent been on here in a while. i think i just needed some time. i went home to see my mum. who told me she has cancer, not that she know how bad it is yet. she finds out on monday. meh. she can't leave me. i can't cope without her, even if we arent exactly close. shes the only real family ihave. i was starting to feel better but now i feel terrible. i'm sorry

Hey,
Don't be sorry. *HUGS* I'm sorry to hear about your mum, this can't be easy for you. I can't believe the doctor told you that you were attention seeking - not professional at all. I don't know what else to say, though stay strong! We're always here for you. xo.

Illness like that can be a shock but take things a day at a time. These things can work out. I almost lost my vision and hearing to an infection but things worked out. I had malignant melanoma too and that ended up routine thank god. Let us know what happens

as has been said try to take things a day at a time. its so hard when you find out a family member is ill *hugs*
keep safe and take care
xxxx