My English teacher
 

Shes also my form tutor and knows about my SI.

i got some courseowrk back today ( story about a tragedy - had to be that theme), and my teacher things its autobiographiocal, its not, and i told her, but shes worried & concerned and i dont think she believes me. :-( and then she told my friend that she doesnt think i eat enough, and i do.just coz i was late and didnt eat ONCE in the morning.

Awhh hun. She's just worried about you. Just try explaining to her. Take care. xo.

I think that you need to go and see your teacher sometime when you know you wont be interrupted and explain fully that your eating habits are fine and that your work wasnt autobiographical. If you act maturely and rationally about the whole matter then I am sure she will too.

Ive been to speak to her, and she was like "good. Im relieved"> but im not sure she 100% belived me

If you have already spoken to her I think theres little you can do because you can't force her to think anything so I would leave it and if she brings it up again explain that it was not based on you and keep calm and be honest.
Take care
x

Thats really good - that you went to see her to try and clear things up.Well done.im sorry if you arent sure she totally believes you, that must feel really difficult for you but im not sure theres much else you can do right now.Perhaps just wait and see how things go for a bit?See how things develop?How are you doing with things now by the way and in general [if you dont mind me asking!]? Take care.

im okay. Screwed up last night though. Decided ive fucked up too much, so im deciding, thats it. No more

What happened last night [if you want to say]? And what do you mean?
i know its hard and your probably very tired but please dont give up.

And i wish i could do more but i/we are here if you want to talk some more.

i hope your safe right now?

Whats going on?

basically, failed

failed what hunny?
im here if you wanna chat.
xxx

basically attacked my wrist

Sweetie, if your teacher is concerned about you then you need to talk to her about what she's concerned about. Put her mind at rest so to speak.

And you haven't failed. We all slip up.

She thinks I dont eat properly - she told my friend instead of telling me. ALso, she doesnt think Im okay. Anything I say about SI, she has to tell my head of year, who has to tell my aprents

Do you have any help or support at the moment Bethaneeny?

When you say 'That's it. No more' what do you mean?

Take care. x

I mean, im sick of the scars and the hiding, so im going to try quit

I think it is very brave of you to try and quit! It shows a lot of strength and you should be really proud of yourself. Like others have said, I think talking to your teacher and explaining may be a good idea. She may also be able to support you more if she knows exactly what is going on. How much do your parents know about your problems?