tired of this
 

still no help.
My GP sent a referral to the local MH team back in June. I've been calling to see if they received it; never a call back.
Tried again today and...
they dont have it.
AGAIN!
same thing theyu said with another docs referral.
Now the other doc i could see it not being doen
but not my GP. He even wanted me to call to make sure it went thru and let him know how it is going etc. He personally gave the form to the reception while i was there to send. And i have NEVER had a problem with him with forms...in 7 years. So WTF??!!
My benefits are now cut off because of no psych.
I simply cant manage all the bills,rent, food ,etc without it...we just cant.
I'm just so goddamned sick of this...
they all agree i NEED help
yet no one is doing anything and its out of my hands
i just have to wait
dangerous thoughts are surfacing again
"then they'll listen"
seeming a small price to pay to get help atm....
so discouraged adn disgusted. I'm supposed to call at 4 today to find out what is happewning...
probably nothing...
again
I'm about ready to give up...years of fighting is startign to get old and take its toll
and feed those voices that say "see you dont deserve help"

romp

hey romp i can understand your frustration and well i am here if you want to talk and i am sure a lot of other people will be there for you feel free to PM me if you need anything stay safe
peace love and good happiness stuff
KAZ

thank you :o)
I will help myself to that peace, love and happiness !
You too
romp

Romp i am so sorry that these people are messing you about and its probably not helping your mental health at all.It will all get sorted out eventually but keep strong and you will get through all of this.

I dont have much to say sorry but you are an amazing caring person.

*cuddles* im here for you xx

thanks hun :o). It helps.
And you are rrihgt..it is dragging me back down...i know i wouldnt get in in a month but at least the faxed referral should have been done and soemthing coem of it....but no...its just so...discouraging and so easy to just say **** it , if they dont care why do i keep fighting. Im beginningto not care. If it wasnt becasue of money issues i wouldnt be bothering to be honest. Just so tired and let down...
but thank you
and you can PM if you want ok? I can still listen :o)
take care hunni
romp

money issues are so stressful... fox at the moment iswaiting to hear back from a CRB check for a job... which should only take 7 weeks.... its been atleast double that and he stillhasntheard anything and i see the strain of money effecting him.

You can keep on fighting, so many people care about you on RYL and in real life.fight for those people.

*hugs* it will get better soon

hi romp..
i am just so sorry that you have been going through this hassle for so long. its absolutely ridiculous on the professional's part. i wish there was somehting you could do but i just dont know. you are proving to be so strong though. i mean, with everything youve gone through and you STILL are fighting. i really admire you romp. please dont ever give up. youve been fighting this long and that proves just how tough you are!!!
please know that youre always in my thoughts.
much love to you sweetness
xx

thanks rach (and all), im meant to call in 1/2 hour to see what is happening....
im scared
if they say 'we cant help' or some such...i really dont know what ill do. I will be angry and hurt and just...at the end.

I just dont know whats going to happen..what I will MAKE happen...
will update if i can
thaks all soooo much
*fingers crossed*
romp

Oh romp, I'm sorry.
*hugs*
I don't have anything more right now, sorry.
Please take care.
*hugs again*

well i messed up and didnt get to call back yesterday...so called this morning and am awaiting her call back now...was meant to anytoime now. They close at five so i will give it till 4:30 i guess...1/2 an hour...
Deanna, tha tis a good idea...i will definitwely klook into it.
Im hesistant of the papers because ppl i work with (who dont know why im off) live out here and will then know...i dont think i can face going back to that....but i may have to go that routre...

thanks as always for your support, means so much to me
luv
romp

I finally had to call, she never did....they still say they dont have the referral. Called my GP's office , they say they sent it and i beleive them...and it turns out the fax number on the form given to them was wrong; it was for the out-patient dept.!!! Like WTF??? They cant put the proper number on it??? So anywyas, i got the rigth number, gave it to my GP, they re-faxed it...and nopw it saturday so another week wasted by these idiots!!!!
Bloody fools.
so fed up....
but maybe now soemthing can happen...
maybe....
pls keep your fingers crossed fro me. I need all the luck i can get here guys...
thanks
romp

*fingers crossed, and everything else crossable although im not that flexible, hehe*
seriously though...this HAS to work.
will be thinking of you.
much love.
xx