why is it?
 

why is it in genaral every one aorund me is trying to end there life:crying:
i cant lose any of them because i couldnt cope
im trying my hardest to not follow wat there doing but ive felt like this for ages now and its like if they cn do it y cnt i
ii dnt wanna be here
my lifes a waste of a life that someone decent could use
i dnt think i can carry on but im trying a really am:crying:
sorry to bother you guys x

I'm goin g to try to reply tothis, but it will probably be a ,ess.
^ Hem.

It's really hard when you have people who you love so much wanting to gve up, and end eveything. It's even harder when yoy feel loke it yourself and that would be an ption you are consdering too.

Things can get better, they take time, but they can, and theyu can for your feiends too. You need to make sure you lookafter yurself though, not just looking afy6er them, because you can't be here for hem, unless you are there foryourself.

Dov you have nay professional syupport at all? xxxx

nope!!

By giving up your life its not going to give anyone else life and you need to use yours because just one person can make a difference.
You need to take care of yourself everyone has to take responsibility for themselves it is not up to you to help everyone and you need to focus on yourself because being in such an unhealthy environment isn't going to help you its hard but sometimes you just have to stop and put yourself first.
I really think you should look into getting some proffesional support.
You don't have to deal with this on your own.
Take care of yourself
x

ive treid counselling it didnt go well

Aww hun, I'm sorry to hear that.
I don't know what to say. *HUGS* xo.

The thing is with counselling it can take a long time to see any effect and it can take a while just to find the right person for you but don't give up just because it didn't work the first time.

thank you x