i want to die
 

cant do this anymore, been fighting it all last night and this mourning. im home alone. so why cant i kill myself. i can go outside so noone will find me. drown in a river. seems like a good idea. noone cares. they really dont. and im tired of bewing fucked over by people who are suppose to care. noone cares!!!!!!!!. lots of voices. they wont leave my head, just needs some quiet. id love some quiet. think i might of oded im not sure kep spacing out and coming back with no memory. very very very suicidal promised people i wouldnt. help. heads all fucked up voices. i think people or after me hear them kreeping around when the voices decide to quieten a bit. help

Sweetie I know it might seem like people don't care but they do.
You need to go and tell someone or go to hospital where they can keep you are safe and find ou if you have od'ed.
However shit things are now it doesn't matter nothing stays the same forever and things can and will get better.
But you need to get help.
Has anything happened to make you feel this way?
Take care of yourself love
x

I dunno been more and more stressed. memory started to go. then started to get hard to read things now i space out. sometimes i hurt mysself when i space out. i found empty pill thing dunno if i oded, i feel fine, just head all funny and voices. im to scared for hosptal. home alone. im scared

How long are you home alone for? How long will it be until someone can be there with you? *gentle hug*
I don't know what to advise, please hang on. And get to the hospital is you feel able to.
Stay safe.
~Michelle

Il be alone till sunday night. cant get to hospital, way to scared. and im really not ok right now. think im having a panic attack. hate voices

*Hugs* Im sorry for the way your feeling and that you are having such a difficult time. Please dont end your life, you will get through this, dont give up. Do you have any proffessional support? Is there anyone close to you who you could call? Do you know what it is thats causing you to feel this way? Are you able to talk to us some more? Try to keep yourself distracted as much as you can. This is the Fun and Distractions Forum http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...splay.php?f=22 This is the Big Distractions Page http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...lay.php?f=1403 We are all here for you, keep safe.

Take care all the best Ian

Heyya,
Please don't kill yourself. It will get better, but suicide isn't the answer. Is there anyone you could speak to? Hun, people do care even if it doesn't seem like it. Keep fighting. This will pass, just hang on. *HUGS* Please, please talk to someone who can help you get through this. Maybe a family member, teacher, school counsellor, your doctor ect. Take care, sweetie. xx

I can relate to the frustration of being too scared to do something that is supposed to help :( *hug*
Can you phone the Samaritans or something? Even if you don't have many coherant things to say, it might help to have someone real on the other end of the line?

~Michelle

i have noone to talk to. things arnt good..

I CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TALK TO US! please dont die!!!!!!!!! :(

Im just so fucked up. thanks that means alot to me. i just want to make it go away *cries*

you are NOT fucked up ok? you are my friend.... ok?.......please dont die.....
*hugs you*

Sisterling!
I love you sooooooooooooooooooo much.
You're my sisterling...I love you ):
Please don't die, okay..?
I'm NOT letting you go, ever! *huggles tight*

thanks both of you! i just dunno what to do voices are really scaring me. and i keep rembering things, bad things, need to forget them. i wanna sleep forever xxx

What are the voices saying, hunny?
I'm here if you need to talk, okay?

the whispering bad things to me, im a bad person

you're not a bad person, hunny, okay?
Believe me, you're an ah-maz-ing person!
I love you, please, just be safe ):

il try. im just scared paranoia sucks so does panic attacks. i love you to my fantastical siterling<3

I know hunny, just try and relax a little okay? Watch some TV, sing a song, anything! x x x

urh easier said then done...