my parents are going on holiday tomorrow morning until tuesday night.
now most teenagers would think this is great.
but i dont
i cant stop them from going because they deserve it
but im just worried
worried i will wreck a month and cut
worried i will try and kill myself
just worried in general
i dont know if this should go here.
but im so scared
and i cant stop them but i think i want to
im not cut out to be left with my brother for five days
he will get drunk and i will have to look after him
i can do it
my angers been getting too much lately
just worried really really worried and scared
why cant i be normal and just enjoy it?