help? *trig all sorry*
 

daddy please
i'll kill you little girl

mhmm
once upon a time
there was a little girl
in her in the years
she had to learn
how to grow up in a war
she called hoem
never noticed where to look for shelter
from a storm
hurt me to see my mothers face
everytime my fathers fist
would but her in her place
hearing all the yelling
I would cry up in my room
hoping it would be over soon

Chours:
bruises fade father
but the pain remains the same
and I still remeber
how you kept me so afraid
the strength is my mother
for all the love she gave
every morning that I wake
I look back to yesterday
and I'm okay

half the window wide
I've carried all this skin
when it's you that helped me
put together these wall that I built
shadows stir at night through a crack in the door
th echos of a broken child
screamign please no more

Chorus:

brusies fade father
but the pain remains the same
and I still remember how
you kept me so..
so afraid
the strength is my mother
for all the love she gave
every morning that I wake
I look back to yesterday
and I'm okay

It's not so easy to forget
all the rocks in her life
are known as dad
when I was thrown
against cold cement
now everyday I'm afraid
to come home fear
of what i might see

song = truth


a mate told be to post, so i'm posting

i need help

i dont know what's wrong with me, i'm messed up

i havent eaten

i found daddy's gun today

i ache from the beating this morning

i need to cut
want to cut
have to cut


:'(

Im sorry you're having such a hard time *hugs tightly*. Is there anyone that you can tell about what is going on? - like a teacher or a friend who would help you. Could you stay at someone's house for a bit.

We are here for you whenever you want to get things off your mind.

*hugs again*

*big tight hugs*
hunni.... i am so sorry this is happening
you are strong tho sweeti, you get through and survive so much
daughter, you are doing so well.
i really hope you are ok
lots of love
Vicky (mummy :))
xx xx xx xx

I'm sorry that things are going so roughly at the moment sweetie, I know how hard it is to be stuck in a place like that.
Try and stay as strong as you can. You're not messed up, there's just a lot of bad stuff going on at the moment that you don't deserve.
Can you not stay with a friend or a family member? Talk to a teacher or a friend, they can help you.

Stay safe.
Kay x

i am so sorry things are tough for you right now, you do not deserve this. please don't give up. we are here for you. have you any professional support? are you stay with someone, another family member? friend?

my pm box is always open so please do not hesitate to contact me.

Take care
xxx