Just a waste of space really, seriously, don't know why I'm posting this
 

Posted this on my blog... not sure what it says... which makes sense but you know what I mean... Maybe.

Anyway please don't read this if you are easily triggered. While this particular post isn't all that bad as far as all that some of the other posts may be...

http://girlinterrupted83.blogspot.co.../no-title.html

*cuddles* i love you aly kins

I understand what you mean by this. I have had several discussions with people from church with regards to suicide and I know how difficult it is to deal with and how hard it is to accept and reconcile two points of view. I think at the end of the day, you are trying your best, and you are doing well. The thoughts will hopefully fade in time but until then all you can do is carry on going and continue to try and hope. I am thinking of you hun, I have missed you around the site *sends big hugs* xxx

Ally,

Thank you for sharing your point of view on this issue. I agree with your point of view very much and thank you for having the courage to express how you feel about it.

Nathan xo

*hugs* i read your post, and I see what you're saying and i want to respond but the words aren't coming out right... I also miss you around the site. *cuddles*

Thanks all. I miss y'all as well. I just can't seem to spend much time here... I feel... weird... out of sorts to the extream I guess, I don't know how to describe it...

Honestly, though... I am not sure I want the thoughts to fade... :blush::pinch:

Sorry

*snuggles her God-mommy*
I love you loads and bunches Ally

*nuzzles*
I think it's a great thing you're doing for yourself (and others) with your blog. Seems like a good way to get your thoughts out into the open. I weird myself out with thoughts like that too...but seeing them in writing, I hope, will help you eventually have a satisfying perspective on everything. Oh, well I'm rambling and sounding stupid again :0. What I really wanted to say was that I'm glad to hear from you again...you were missed. And I've been thinking about you!

xoxoxoxo

D'Arcy