falling apart
 

i dont really know what to do, i feel like im falling apart, i just dont want to exist anymore, i cant fall back into depression i just dont the energy or fight in me, i feel so so alone and all i can do is cry and cut. I dont want this anymore, i dont even think anything has made me feel like this, i want it to go away xx

Im sorry you feel this way right now. I know the feeling.. If you want to talk, feel free to PM me anytime, Im here for you. Sorry I dont have any encouraging words atm :/ Just try to keep yourself safe, okay?

J

Has anything noticeable at all happened lately, sweetheart? Sometimes it doesn't even feel significant, but it is.

Wrap yourself up safe and warm. Try not to hurt yourself anymore than you are already hurting inside - maybe put your tools where you can't see them?

I hear you. You're not alone *sits with*

thank you for your support, it means a lot to know there are people there. I dont know, i just feel so alone, like no one cares about me, i have friends and family but still i feel like i have no one and that im all alone, the new year has really upset me i think, i hate the idea that i have to do it all over again xx

*enormous hug*

I know the feeling, I'm pretty much in the same boat right now. I'm sure your family and friends care about you and remember that everyone here cares for you too. Just hang on and try not to do anything you'll regret later.