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okay latley i have been feeling really down, being really stressed out, and instead of getting support from my freind that knows, that i cut, she has been really distant, and been making feel like iam useless peace of crap, kind of making stuiped comments, making fun of the stuff i do with other people, bitching at me, making me feel so damn small. this making me feel worse about myself, allready have a very low opoion of myself. now iam so damn stressed out, and i want to cut, things at work have been really buzy. iam kind of lost, sorry iam being a pain. if you want me to shut up just say, its okay

have you spoken to your friend at all?

sounds as if they are acting slightly out of character, and there's probably a reason for that... I'm sure they don't mean what they are saying.

you don't have to shut up, this place is here for us to help one another and speak when we need to. If it helps keep typing

thanks, erm no, iam too scared too, it just hurts she has allways supported me before, it just seams she is fed up, with dealing with my crap. and mabye iam bring this on myself, by being a pathetic looser. mabye i should just stop telling her stuff, and deal with this on my own, god i sound pathetic. sorry