waiting for a comment
 

Well basically i'm in college and absolutely loving it
Got great mates and everything

But because i was horifically bullied in school
I sometimes lie and wait for a comment???

or when anyone laighs i wonder if there laughing at me...

Does anyone else have this?

Yes all the time and it's been 17 years since I left school, I still feel like that.

Yes, I still worry that people are going to shout at me in the street and when people laugh I think it's at me.
You aren't alone in that.
It's horrible :-(
(hugs)

Yes. Sometimes when my roommates are talking quietly I think their talking about me. I know for sure once they were.

Yep!!! All the time! From my friends and even strangers walking the street... just basically anyone

Yes. Far too much. Even when I know better, the internalised bully inside of me will convince myself that it's me they're laughing at.