bpd am i the only one that has no medical support
 

i was told i haqve bpd about six months ago to cut along story short my cpn left her job and i now no longer have one i have to relie on strangers as i get to talk to whoever on duty at the time of my phone call this makes everything twice as hard cause you have to explain things over and over again you can not build up a relationship with any of them my shrink says i don't have a mental illness i have bpd so she very helpful i have never been given as much as a leaflet on bpd and eveything i know i have found out online

I'm sorry that you've been left with very little support, have you been referred to another CPN? It might be a good idea to talk to your doctor and see what other support can be put in place for you. Your psychiatrist really should have explained your diagnosis, is there a chance that you could see a different psychiatrist? Ask for the help that you need and deserve, no one will give you it unless you ask. I hope that something gets sorted for you soon. Take care.

i asked my psychiatrist for help and she said try the internet i am on a waiting list for a new cpn she told me as i don't go out much to look for supprt online

Ditto, I have BPD and don't even see my GP regularly, they just left me to get on with it. Luckily I have a passion for reading and research or I'd be none the wiser.
I'm sorry you're going through this, it really sucks, keep fighting for your treatment and help, phone them and ask for updates regularly.
Hugs xxxxxxxxxx