fuck me
 

i really wanto to cut so much and so bad, i wishi didjnt have people who wanted me to do oaky,

i want to cut hard,

i want to die

LOL

Hey,

I can hear that you're sounding really depressed and low at the moment but please don't take it out on yourself, killing yourself isn't going to solve anything. What is it that makes you want to die?

You mention there are people who want you to do okay, maybe keep them in mind as a bit of a "Reason" for you to get through this? I know it is difficult but you can make it through this. Keep talking to us, how are you doing now? Also, I don't mean to be rude be due to your "I am currently.." status, have you been drinking? What are you doing at this moment?

Please try and keep yourself safe & I look forward to hearing from you here soon. We're here for you to get you through the hard times.

*cuddles*
Best Wishes
Aimee xo

hugs...as aimee said there are obviously people that care about you, if you dont want to live for yourself then live for them, think about how their lives would be changed if you killed yourself. find a reason to keep going even if it's a small one, hang in there and keep talking, it's a good start.
also alcohol is a downer so we think we feel better when we are drunk, it doesnt actually work like that, it can make you more depressed, especially if you were a bit down before you started drinking.
please stay safe.
xoxoxox

Hi space_monkey. I hope you're feeling a bit better today - you've been given some really good advice by Aimee and bloodletting, so there's not really much more I can add.

Killing yourself really will not solve any of your problems - you won't be able to do any of the things that you want to do in life, and like you said, there are people who want you to be ok.

Stay safe, and I hope you're ok. xx

theres not much i can add to whats been said above, but just to offer my support - if you need to talk remember theres people here for you! stay strong!