self harm after a long break
 

i self harmed tonight i havent done it for a long while after my son was born i was rediagnosed with depression (not pnd) i had been discharged a year before.my doctor put me on setraline which has really been helping but i am sruggling to cope with my partner he is a fantastic dad and he is there for me but he likes to go out drinking alot which i find hard.

he only had an operation on thursday and he went out to watch football at a mates for a couple of hours and has now ended up at the oub how can he be so bloody stupid im worried sick i had to borrow hes keys so i need to stay up to let him in


i love him to bits but sometimes i wonder if we should be together i hate myself for harming again but i just feel it the only way.
sorry this is going on a bit

Did something specific happen to trigger you to harm again?

I'm sorry you're finding things hard right now. Have you tried talking to your partner about the way you feel?

*hugs*

Coping with a new child, as well as all life stuff as well, can be really stressful.
You've a lot going on.
Try not to hate yourself, try to be kind to yourself through this, and work on ways you can take good care of yourself - because you're important.