I'm in hospital *edit: not any longer*
 

I was sent to Fulborn (psych hosp near Cambridge) very late on Wednesday. I haven't eaten much and barely drank. The Voices don't want me to eat and drink. My parents are irritating me. I got restrained and forcibly injected yesterday for hurting myself. I give up.

The adolescent unit I'm in is in Fulbourn so I'm familiar with the area. I hope things get better for you, I'll keep you in my thoughts. xoxo

Lolita, I'm in Friends Ward, which ward are you in? If I were allowed out, I would try and visit you. Now I'm not allowed to eat or drink (Voices' commands) and yesterday's injection is still in my memories, replaying, even though by now I am used to being forcibly injected. I just want the schiz to f*ck off and to let me carry on with my uni course. All I do here is sleep and occasionally read a few pages. I hate myself.

The Darwin Centre. It's not on the main Fulbourn site (it's called the Ida Darwin site) but it's not far from it, I pass it every time I walk to Tesco.

I understand it's hard but try to keep yourself safe. I can't imagine what it's like to be forcibly injected, it almost happened to me once and I was scared shitless.

For what it's worth, you can still carry on with university; my Dad has the same condition as you and many aeons ago when he went to university he was in hospital a couple of times and in the end his degree took him five years, but he got there in the end and came out with a masters honours.

im sorry your in hospital hunny.
i hope things start to look up soon.
carry on and do your uni work hunny it may help you a little.
keep fighting.
xx

Sorry to hear you are in hospital, take care of yourself. Here if you ever need someone to talk to. Take care
Kat xxx

Sorry to hear your in hopsital. Like the Le almightykitten said it is still possible to complete your course. My three year degre a lso took five years and i completed it as an inpatient. Have you contacted the disability co ordinator from cambridge? They might be able to help you out. You may not agree but my philosphy in regards to uni is that if you want someithing such as a degree nothing will stand in your way including mental illness.

i am sorry to hear you are in hospital. thinking about you and hoping you will get better soon. please to hesitate to pm me anytime. x

Don't blame yourself for this, Steel. There will be a way for you to carry on with your degree, try speaking to the disabilities co-ordinator as lostandalone3 said.

*hugs* please try to eat and drink.

hey steel... im really sorry to here your back in... PM me if you want to talk... and try to eat and drink a little something... stay strong huni...xo

Ive been forcibly injected so many times. i know what it feels like.
as was said before, you should really try to eat or drink something ( i know im a complete hypocrite)
i know its hard with the voices, i have schitzophrenia and its hard to not listen to them, but you must try, dont let them control your life.
are you on any medication?
*hugs*

*cuddles you*

I know it's hard but you really need to not listen to the voices and still eat and drink. What are you scared of happening if you don't take notice of them?

Sorry you had such a hard time yesterday. I've never been forcibly injected but I have been restrained several times before and it's horrible.

Thinking of you lots *hugs*

*Hugs* Im very sory to hear that your in hospital and that your having a difficult time. I really hope that youi get the help you need in hospital and that you feel better soon. Please try to eat and drink. If you ever want to talk your very welcome to get in touch anytime.

Take care best wishes Ian

I have been on the adolescent ward at Fulbourn but Im imaginging your on the adult hospital site.

Im sorry things are hard right now, please take care xx

Hi hun,

I know Friends ward- they were our neighbours when I was in! ( I was in the one just a bit along from it) and we did walking group together. My mate Zoe may be in there- she was under section and being transferred there, so if there is a person called Zoe, say Becky/ Rebecca says hi! I hope it isnt too awful and your stay isnt too long. I am thinking of you lots.

x

*hugs* io hope this helps you xx

i hope your okay ive been injected many times before when i was in hospital the first time and its awful i know it is but take care xx

I love you baby, keep going okay?
I'm thinking of you
x x x

thinking of you Steel, I really hope that things get better soon xx