I'm worn out...
 

I'm so tired mentally. My head needs a rest... but I'm constantly thinking. I go to bed to sleep... and what do I do... think. I don't know what about. Stuff. But I haven't a clue what stuff.
I really just wanna get so drunk and sleep. That would do the trick. But then there's part of me that doesn't want to drink. I don't like drinking that much... hmmm.
I want a good night's sleep, and wake up in the morning feeling refreshed... nah, ain't gonna happen is it?
I really want a hug from my lovely boyfriend, but he's 2449km away. I wonder how far that is in miles?
Sorry, I'm rambling on now sorry. How can I stop thinking?

*cuddles* the only way I know is to focus on one specific thing. Snow for example. Think of snow. How white it is. How bland. How it's just white for miles... and keep focusing on that...

*hugs tight*