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Duffer44 13-10-2008 09:19 PM

Lets all laugh at me
 
The world is laughing at me and so should all of you. I'm nothing other than a waster who seems to be here just for people to laugh at. The world just seems to laugh at me like i'm the biggest joke in it and i've had enough. I want to crawl into a hole and rot away it's not like it won't stop spinning or come to an end without me, it will just stop laughing at me. I can't take it any more i just want to cut it out and it all to go away i've had enough and i shouldn't be like this i'm just a freak in a circus which everyone points and laughs and i can't take it i need to cut i want to cut.

Casper_Fading 13-10-2008 09:27 PM

duff! *tackles and cuddles* you are not someone to laugh at. You are a wonderful person and you're an absoulte sweetheart. What's happened to bring this on sweetheart?

Lynnieb88 13-10-2008 09:42 PM

Duff your awesum, i lovers you!!! your so cool. i wish i could make it better for you, xxx

Duffer44 13-10-2008 09:52 PM

thanks you.

I met my parents yesterday which for to my surprise went well and i was shocked at how nice she was, then today looking back i noticed we said 3 lines to each other and she was giving me ugly looks all the time. It brought back stuff but it made me look at me and make me look at the truth about me and how much of a weirdo i am.

Casper_Fading 13-10-2008 10:11 PM

A look is a look. It can't do anything. it's our perception of a look. So I would go back in your head and say, she had gas...

*cuddles* darlin, you're not a weirdo, you're a little strange but you ARE a vet ^_^ I love you :)

lilmissy 14-10-2008 01:22 AM

you arent someone to be laughed at =)
you are one of my bestest friends...I'm not friends with just anyone you know :P
xxxxxx*hugs*

CrazyChaoticMess 14-10-2008 03:35 PM

Duff, your not someone to be laughed at! Not at all, dude your awsome, as for the looks she gave, i agree wit Jess, she had gas...
And if you're weird, tis nost defo ina good way! x

Duffer44 15-10-2008 12:11 PM

thank-you all

i think its paranoia but it all seems real too real and my heads all over the the place.


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